I have never been so jaded and blue in my entire life as now. I’m so blue it saps everything beautiful around making almost everything gray. The air is too dense to breath if not stifling. To do’s never run out but even seem to pile up and up – looming over me making sleeping a chore. I finish one, I get three more things to do. Hours sprint fast I could not seem to catch up with reality. Sunny pictures in the past are my only reason to smile – my source of air in this gray place. But they too are fast receding robbing me of my air. Love doesn’t help at all. I can’t seem to feel anymore. In this cold cold place, I am all alone.
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THis is a depressing time of year for many people (me included). I’m going to try my hardest to be positive today.
Hope you can do the same.